Lifewhatyoumakeit

im not happy.
mark my words and read my lips.

I AM NOT HAPPY.

my life is one big fat lie.

i hate you, life.

yes, im being those emo lunatics.
i hate you, i hate you, i hate you.

i hate myself for being all reserved.
i hate being somebody who u could mess around.
i hate being the one who has to bow down.
i hate keeping all these inside.
i hate pretending that im okay.
i hate saying " its okay " to u.
i hate people hanging around as if thy hv nothing else to do.
i hate being the one that people ALWAYS have to count on.
i hate being the one where when i didnt do anything wrong, they will just POINT their fingers at.
i hate not being invisible.
i hate my skul, well duh.
i hate when people pretend so u could do stuff for them.
i just hate every single thing about my pathetic life.

except my fren.
thr are the only one that can keep me sane at the moment.
keep me away from this pain that im going through.
making me realize, that hey this is life.
but why cant it just be less painful, tell me?
why cant it just gives us pain but not as painful as it seems to be right now?


eat me already, monster.